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ROLEPLAY TITLE: 

Breaking 'Bliss'

MATCH: 

Tag Match w/Drake Hunter vs. Ash Soulsfate & Roxi Johnson

EVENT: 

TNT

DATE: 

February 25, 2013

 
What had I gotten myself into? Drake was slowly getting further into my being, further into my life like a thorn wiggling its way deeper and deeper the more I tried to pry it loose.

My thoughts were constantly on him. It was dangerous. Especially since he had already proven that he could turn on me in an instant if the mood struck him...but for some reason...I knew he wouldn't...at least not again. Not this time...maybe not ever again. It was hard to say.

Something had changed this week. He was still arrogant. ..still cocky but there was a difference in him I couldn't fully explain. He had looked at me differently ever since he'd played nurse maid last Thursday.

Was this change for the better? Who knew exactly. Could I handle it? I really couldn't answer that question, maybe I could in time, maybe we could have a big fight tomorrow and be done...although I highly doubted that would happen.

I couldn't deny my attraction to the man even if his wit frustrated me to no end but I've already been told by him on numerous occasions that my stubborn hard-headedness drove him nuts... even more than he already was that is...

***

~*~ Sunday, February 24, Las Vegas, Nevada. 2:12pm ~*~

Lucy: I've hardly seen you since you started seeing Drake...

She sighs and shakes her head. She doesn't like my choices of late. I've been still going to some meetings but our relationship had been strained.

Bliss: Maybe you need to get a boyfriend

She puts her elbows on the counter island, her dark hair falling forward. It makes my breath catch. There is no denying her beauty or my attraction but there was way too much going on for me to see if she felt the same. Also I was satisfied with what Drake was giving me, even if he was sadist most of the time.

Lucy: Maybe but I still think you deserve someone better. I see how he looks at you like...

I'm busy pouring batter into the cup cake pan so I don't notice the person that has come into my apartment and is standing causally behind Lucy

Drake: Look at like her like what? Finish what you were saying Ms Cordiano...

Bliss: Shit

The hot grate grazes the skin on my wrist as I'm placing the pan in the over. He's around the island in a second, guiding me toward the sink and sticking my hand under the running water. That same damn look of possession on his face again.

Lucy: Like you own her or something. I don't like you Mr. Hunter. Kahlan could do better.

He laughs while placing a towel on my hands to dry them. He turns to Lucy

Drake: Like you? Don't think your jealous looks have gone unnoticed...at first I thought it was her you were jealous of...but its really me isn't it...?

Her jaw drops open and I see that Drake is right

Lucy: Don't be ridiculous.

Drake laughs again and his hand suddenly finds mine and squeezes. I look up at him but he's still focused on Lucy, not giving me much notice now.

Drake: Am I? It's you that is not good enough for her. You don't seem to get that all you have done is hold her back. Anger isn't always a bad thing.

Lucy: She should be a chef...not a wrestler...and certainly not with you...

Drake lets go of my hand and walks around the island to stare down at her

Drake: You are trying my patience. I've see what she's capable of. What she could do with a mentor that doesn't push down the best part

Bliss: I wish you both would stop talking about me as if I wasn't standing the fuck right here

My hands go to my hips and I'm angry but they're both only focused on each other so they don't acknowledge me at all. I should say something. I should stop this but I just watch feebly.

Lucy: I'm helping her

Drake smirks

Drake: You should stay out of things that have nothing to do with you

Lucy stands and looks up at him. Defiant and un-wavering

Lucy: Nothing to do with me? I'm an anger management coach for god's sake. You can't intimidate me into doing whatever you want...like you do to her...

Drake: You seem to think that Kahlan didn't want to get into my bed. That I somehow manipulated her into this and she's a slave? She was a very willing participant Lucy, If you truly believe she's being forced, then you don't know her at all

Lucy: Like you know her...

She scoffs

Drake leans in, the arrogant smile still on his lips

Drake: I know every intimate detail...something you have been thinking about since you met her. But she will never be with you. I am getting through to her and if you weren't around, filling her head with this nonsense about control, she would be completely mine

Lucy: You're a lying bastard.

He's still smiling

Drake: So?

Lucy: Hiding behind some pretty words to pretend that your not just a scared insecure little boy

Something akin to anger flashes in his eyes and I know that if I don't get involved now it will end badly. I move around and insert myself between them.

Bliss: Maybe you should go home

Lucy smirks

Lucy: Yea.. go home Drake

Shit.

Bliss: I was talking to you Lucy

Her smile fades.

Lucy: Really?

Bliss: You're easier to convince. I love you like a sister. I don't want to see you get hurt Luce.

Drake: Yeah 'Luce'

I shoot him a look and then look back at her.

Lucy: Fine. You are playing with fire Kahlan. Sooner or later you're going to get burnt and I won't be around to put out the fames.

She grabs her purse angrily and is gone quickly, slamming my door behind her. I turn and scowl at Drake. He's smiling, sitting at the center island where Lucy was only minutes ago. He's eyeing the bowl of cupcake batter in front of him.

Drake: I don't understand why you're still seeing her

He pulls the bowl toward him and peers in.

Bliss: She's not just my sponsor Drake. She's also my friend.

He rolls his eyes and the dips a finger in the cupcake batter, and then sticking it in his mouth.

Crap why did that turn me on so much. Focus Kahlan.

Drake: Friend? Kah you don't have friends. You have ex's, lovers and enemies. Besides you weren't exactly defending anything she was saying

He was right...I had stopped trying to defend my reasons why I even still went to AM meetings. Yesterday I had put a hair elastic on my wrist while I fixed my hair and caught a glimpse of it. Strangely longing for its sting on my skin again.

He dips his finger again and I slap his hand. He has a impish smile on his face.

Bliss: I can have friends...

Drake: If u say so

He's done licking the batter and looks a little surprised.

Drake: Delicious...

His eyes go dark with a different kind of hunger

Bliss: What are you doing here anyway?

Drake: I was in the neighbourhood and I had a free afternoon

Bliss: You assume that I had the afternoon free.

He tilts his head to one side.

Drake: Kahlan, don't kid yourself...you always have free time for me...

Bliss: You've never been to my place before...how did you even know where I live anyway?

The timer goes off and I walk over and pull out the tray with oven mitts.

Drake: What was it your brother always said... I have my sources?

I had been so distracted that I didn't have the next pan ready. That made me mad. Now my perfect timing was going to be off. Damn him.

Bliss: Fuck me...

Drake's eyes go wide.

Drake: What? Here on the counter...be a little awkward but I think I can manage.

He starts to get off the bar stool and I roll my own eyes at him.

Bliss: Bugger off...I didn't mean that literarily.

I turn with the hot cupcake pan and upend it onto an empty plate.

Drake: I'd heard rumours that you were a regular Suzie homemaker...didn't believe it until now

He picked up a mini cake an eyed it. It was chocolate.

Bliss: It's still really hot...

He grins and takes a bite. I wait in anticipation to see his reaction. A smile spreads across his face.

Drake: This kitchen is full of a lot of hot things

I sigh deeply and drag the bowl of batter over to the waiting tray on the stove top. Seconds later his hands are on my wrists from behind.

Drake: This can wait

He reaches over and shuts off the oven and tries to pry the wooden spoon from my fingers. I fight him and in the process chocolate batter splatters all over his face. I drop the spoon and start laughing.

Drake: You think that's funny?

Bliss: Fucking hilarious actually...

He dips a finger and smears it on my cheek, trying to hold in his laughter I know is bubbling to the surface.

Bliss: You've started a war now...

The next few minutes consisted of batter and cupcakes flying across my kitchen. I try to sneak up on him but he's prepared and grabs me around the waist pulling mr firmly against him and preventing an easy escape.

Drake: Na na...I win...

I look at him...he's covered in batter and cake, as am I. I tentatively reach out and wipe some off his lip. He grabs my hand and licks it off.

Drake: Definitely tastes better on you

***

Needless to say we didn't end up in my bedroom. Hours later we're both on the floor, sitting against the island. I'm tired. Tired not only from the activities but from fighting off his mental assaults.

Bliss: God what a mess...

Drake looks around, laughs before taking my chin and looking at me. I notice that his eyes are darker...unreadable...I found myself wishing he would open up more or that I could catch more unguarded thoughts from his dark eyes.

Drake: I know you well enough to know that you're not referring to the state of your kitchen

I shake my head. Standing I find my clothes and throw them on. He does the same but I get the impression that he's reluctant to do so

Drake: Spill it. I know when you're thinking too much. You get this little scowl on your face. As cute as it is I want to know what's on your mind...

I sigh. I wasn't very hard to read. Despite how hard I tried people usually managed to read the crib notes I'd written on my proverbial sleeve.

Bliss: I don't know what to make of this...this thing we have going on...is it a relationship?. ..is it casual?

He moves in to pull me into his arms but I push away. I can't think when he holds me.

Drake: To be brutally honest I don't know either

Bliss: Do you want it to be more than casual?

His face goes blank.

Technically... really it wasn't fuck buddies anymore. That time passed when he took care of me. Jax and. ..others had been that and when a question of a relationship had come up...that's when things got totally fucked up. He had run when I had mentioned relationships but I knew he had loved me. It was why he'd left. He was a serial bachelor...and as much as I didn't want to admit it... I wanted a real relationship. As lame as calling someone my boyfriend was...I still wanted to say a guy was mine alone.

Drake: Do you?

Well I had to look at the facts here. Drake was part of AOA. The bloody leader of it. That wasn't going to change. He still believed and drank his own kool-aid. But god help me if that didn't even matter anymore. Could I be his girlfriend and still be against him at the same time? But was I really against him? Would me officially being his, save me from being included in his constant need to make a point?

Drake: Your silence is very reassuring

I sigh

Bliss: Oh come on, don't try and pretend you don't already know what my answer to that question is.

He smirks. I sigh deeply again. No sense in hiding my mounting feelings for him. Feelings that were apparently plainly obvious to him and everyone else. Fuck it. It was too much work.

Drake: The question now is whether I want the same thing

He smirks before moving in to kiss the top of my head.

Drake: Let's clean up this mess and then maybe you can make us some dinner with that lovely skill of yours

The whole time we cleaned all I could think about was how he avoided my question...that and this would be kind of like a ...date... last Thursday when I'd been sick didn't count...until now we'd never shared a meal.

What would I have done if he had just said yes? Guess I didn't ever expect a straight answer. At this point I was terrified. I actually wanted a relationship with Drake Hunter. I just didn't know if I was prepared for what that entailed.

One thing was for sure... either way I was screwed.

***

*~* Monday February 25. Las Vegas, Nevada. 10:34am *~*

He'd left early the next morning, winking at me as he boarded the elevator. I had no idea what was going to happen on Thursday. I had no idea if I could trust him to have my back. Funnily enough, the subject of our Tag match hadn't even come up at all while he was over....and even if it had, he probably wouldn't have given me a straight forward answer anyway. It would probably be laced with arrogance, a cryptic message and probably some more fooling around.

I started up the program I usually used for my promos and stared at the screen a few minutes.

I normally had no trouble at all coming up with what to say to my opponents but I was in an odd mood today. My mind was not functioning very well at all and to just go off on a tangent...well... today I didn't want to. I'd rather relax and answer questions then to try and think of smart aleck stuff on my own...I'd save that all for Darling Roxi and our Title match. No there were too many other things going through my mind and I needed to do something to get it off my brain.

I scroll through my phone and look at three contacts...who to call...who to call. I'm sure Tasha will not be answering my calls anytime soon after me frightening the bejesus out of her last time.... so it was down to the dweeb and the doofus....doofus was dying to get an interview with me since his cameraman had caught Drake and I coming out of that broom closet. On the other hand, Dweeb had been getting shit on by Soulsfate lately. Poor kid...he's just doing his job... wait... why the fuck do I care? I pick up the phone, listening to the call connect.

Bliss: Hey there... remember me?

I smile as I listen.

Bliss: That's right... it's good that you remember what I sound like. Now... if you want an interview you better get your ass in motion and meet me at my gym. I don't have all day and this is a once in a lifetime opportunity for you. Don't fuck it up.

***

~*~ Xtreme Couture Gym, Las Vegas, Nevada. 2:57 pm ~*~

I smirk when I see him enter the gym, the cameraman bubbling behind him. With a shake to my head I continuing to beat the bag hanging in front of me. Finally he sees me and walks briskly forward.

Tim Bowers: It's good to see you Bliss...

Bliss: Can the pleasantries Bowers. I'm not one of these bubble brained eye-candy brats that need an ego boost. I'm done with all that plastic fake shit....

Bowers: Right... well I guess we can get right to it then...did you have anything particular in mind...did you want to stop and sit.. or...

Bliss: Or you can ask your questions while I work out and be happy with that or you can walk your fat ass out of here and pretend I never called you. Capisce?

He nods and motions to his camera guy to start rolling. I keep hitting the bag.

Tim Bowers: I'm here with the current Sin City Champion, Bliss. Bliss care to talk to us about your upcoming match this Thursday. A Mixed Gender Tag match, you and Drake Hunter vs. Both of your individual opponents at Road to Glory, Ash Soulsfate and Roxi Johnson

Bliss: Like I've always said, I don't play well with others. That goes for in and out of the ring. Occasionally I do find some common ground but I've been told that I don't have friends. I have exes, lovers and enemies. Ash and Roxi are my enemies. Both of them have something to gain from me and I don't like anybody being able to lord anything over my head or have advantages to use against me. Roxi thinks she has the fortitude to take me on and win and Ash... well Ash is holding on to a belt that I very much would like to hold myself one day. That makes them both on my personal hit list.... but that doesn't mean that my reasons end there.

Bowers: Care to enlighten us with some of them?

I peek around the bag into the camera and offer a wide smile.

Bliss: Why certainly Dweebazoid. Let's start with the woman vying for my belt. Roxi. I've always felt that Roxi had some potential. That with the right kind of training and mentorship she could be almost as good as me, I mean NO ONE can be as good as me... to think that anybody was is just plain ridiculous, don't you think? I've come a helluva long way to get to the top. I suppose that people like to forget that I was the holder of the North American belt before Sin City. I retired that belt... me. I beat out everyone else to get the Sin City belt as well. I suppose I also don't have to remind dear old Roxi that I have never lost this belt officially. I got injured. The time it would take for my recovery was too long...I wasn't exactly given a choice. They took it away put it on Rage. ok, fine. Give the old man a little something to make his day before he retired. Yet again. God are you ever going to officially quit or what? Anyway... that being said, when I returned... I beat Drake Hunter for it. I proved that I am the rightful champion.

I take a few more punches at the bag.

Bliss: So although this match at the go home show is not for the title Roxi, it doesn't change the fact that I put 110% into every single match I do. Yeah, we partnered there week before last and we did win. AOA got an advantage over both of us, so before you bring up that I got clobbered with a chair by Kuk Killswitch, just remember that you did too. The fact that he again got an advantage over me in an actual match was simply because his buddies came out to distract me. I learned a valuable lesson from that. I will not let myself get distracted in any match going forward. Everything is about learning from your mistakes and my mistake in this instance was ever trusting anybody.

I steady the bag and look in the distance with a thoughtful look.

Bliss: Not only is her wanting what's rightfully mine an issue but I also have a great detest for people that pretend to be something they aren't. I'll probably say it a million times before our rivalry is over. She loves when the fans cheer her. Probably has a big fucking head too because of it. Even if she won't admit it, I mean come on. Everyone likes to be liked...it's part of being human, even people like me for example have an ego and pride when your at the top of your game. But let's just get something straight here. Fans do not help you win matches. Plain and simple. For a while there, they cheered me too. In fact they still do sometimes. Don't ask me why. I have no way of knowing why stupidity exists, it just does. Sure it's nice at first, thinking that they love you and that it gives this sport meaning but it actually doesn't. All it does is make this all a big fucking joke. And this sport is anything but a joke. So what if I don't have a million and one twitter followers...I'm not going to cry over if someone doesn't hit the like button on facebook. I'm sure as hell not going to vey for everyone to check out my myspace page either....on top of all of that...I'm not going to put on a pair of spandex, leap off tall buildings and pretend that I'm saving anybody. Why don't you work on saving your dying career Roxi before risking your life for people who don't appreciate it anyway. When I'm finally done with you after Thursday night, after RTG for that matter, that's exactly what's going to happen, the death of the self proclaimed hero. You're not going to win this tag match. But you know what, Gold star for standing up to me. I'm not the bad guy here Roxi. I'm not some super villain you need to break down. I'm a wrestler...maybe if you thought you were a real wrestler too, you might just actually win a title again. Must hurt seeing Jason Xtremely-dull with your belt around his waist. I find it very cute that you think you can save the world. I find it annoying that you think you can just prance around and interfere with peoples lives outside that ring.

I continue to take shots at the bag, they're getting heavier and the bag is making a creaking sound as it sways on the chain.

Bliss: Okay fine, make any excuse you want about following me before, like you think it's your job to check up on me, well let me just enlighten YOU a minute. When people stand in my way, I don't go around them, I don't bow down to them either, I go right through them. I am not some pet project for you to work on. I told you, I will make no concessions for my actions when my belt is on the line. But you went right along and challenge me for a belt you have no hope in hell of winning anyway. Fine. You sure do like to be a glutton for punishment. I have absolutely no qualms in making you feel extreme amounts of pain. Thursday will only be the tip of the bloody iceberg...and I do mean bloody. I will relish taking out some of my anger on you.

Bowers: What about Ash Soulsfate?

Bliss: Ash and I have never met in a ring before. I've watched him and as much as he wants to pretend he doesn't follow me, he's watched me too. I always keep an eye on what I want. And I want that world title...eventually. For now I am content to be the Best Sin City champ this fed has ever known. I believe Ash likes to believe something similar about himself. That's good... it's always best to have confidence. Without it your just another stock wrestler from the middle of nowhere with a generic background. But, if you don't keep your confidence and pride in check, you end up burned. Again, something I have experienced first hand in the last few weeks, hence why I have a realistic view about how this match is going to end up. Ash and Drake are going to be like two bulls. Butting heads, locking horns. Technically speaking my quarrel is not with you good sir, but with your lovely partner for the night....but that doesn't excuse you from my line of site entirely. Like I said, one day I will be in contention for that belt but not today. Today you are simply another thing standing in my way and I don't give a flying fuck who you are. You have beef with Drake...should I give a damn? I guess because we're seeing each other that makes me like every other stupid girl and I should jump to his defence...please... Drake is more than capable of defending himself....just like I don't expect him to come to mine either....but on Thursday we are unlikely allies and neither one of us likes to lose. Call it pride, call it arrogance, fuck call it whatever the hell you like, doesn't change the fact that there is a reason that I am the SC champ. But you know about that don't you Ash? About taking no prisoners and rising to the top? I will give you the a match worthy enough to have you seriously considering me a contender. I won't be like these other talentless bitches you've faced. I AM actually a challenge....although I'm sure you'll take every word I've spoken here and pick it apart and examine it with your quibbling sarcastic tone and magnifying glass. Try and make me look just as big a fool as every one else you've faced. Actually I'd like to see you come up with something more original than your predecessors have come up with. Seriously if one more person spends half a promo commenting about my extracurriculars I'm going to scream. There are other things you could TRY and insult me with for god's sake.

Bowers: You have no worries about facing the world champ? Really?

Bliss: He may have beaten Kuk. He may have beaten Johnny Clash. Heck he's probably beaten almost every member of the roster....but he's never beaten me. I'm sure that he's been dying to add my name to the growing list of people he's steamrolled over. To me he'll always be that guy that was hesitate to take a contract here, who started in the lower ranks. Who you've beaten makes no difference to me. Everyone has good days and everyone has bad days. Even me. So if you catch a good wrestler on a bad day you get a win. I don't intend to have a bad day on Thursday Ash. I don't care if you rant at me for being a slut. I don't care if you go through my life history and incorrectly point out things about me. I don't even care if you somehow find my medical records and make candid remarks about how I almost ended my own life by accident. Go ahead. Give it your best shot. Get your girlfriend to dress in a blonde wig and pretend to be me, sitting in a bathroom, cutting herself. Don't forget the realism though. Blood has this way of flowing that gory horror movies just don't seem to get quite right. tell me Ash, have you ever faced death straight on in the face and told it to go fuck itself? I have. I am not your ordinary fluffy pink princess. I don't need to giggle, skip around, flash my un-used virtue or pretend to be naive to get noticed. Theatrics is not my game. I am a bonafide competitor and just because I lack a certain piece of extruding flesh doesn't make me an less able to kick your sorry ass up and down that ring and back. I couldn't give a shit if you win or lose at RTG. All the power to you...not that you need my well wishes to do your best...I only hope that you bring your best when your in there staring me down cuz I sure as shit will. I know, it's not a title match, it's not a #1 contender match either but one day when you're standing in that ring again with me, it's not going to be any easier than the beat you down I will give you on Thursday.

I start to kick the bag now, the bag swinging even more violently back and forth. Sweat is starting to form on my forehead.

Bliss: I do not take any opponent I face as any less of a threat then the next. I believe that every person on earth gets a lucky break every once in a while and I will not let my opinion of someone cloud my judgment when it comes to my career. I will not let anybody have their lucky shot on me again. I have sweat blood for this sport time and time again...why?

Bowers: Well obviously not for fan support...

Bliss: Haha smart mouth. Shut it before I do it for you. No, I do it because my first love has always been wrestling. Everyone knows that I grew up with this. I watched it, witnessed it, stood at ringside and watched others do what I longed to do. Finally... my eldest brother let me use my hard earned skills by letting me come with him to ICW. It's only further risen since then....and although Jeremy and I are not the closet anymore, he understands my feelings for wrestling and the power it gives me when I see someone defeated at my hands. It truly is like being royalty when you hold a belt. Not just here but in any fed.

The bag is really swinging now. So much that the camera guy has had to back up a little to prevent being hit by it.

Bowers: That's saying a lot...considering how many lovers you've had here...

He snickers a little and I stop to stare at him, my hand automatically going to my left wrist.

Bliss: Let me ask you something Bowers...have you ever actually gotten in a ring and fought someone?

He shakes his head.

Bowers: Well there was this one time in college...

I cut him off.

Bliss: Let me stop you right there...I don't wanna hear about your experimentation with guys in college...that's not wrestling...that's...something else...

He scowls.

Bliss: So no.. you've never been a wrestler. You have no idea the adrenaline rush that comes from facing someone and knowing your allowed to beat the fucking shit out of them and have no repercussions. This anger inside me, it's just continued to grow and grow until it got way too big for this little body and it expanded into more. Expanded with my fist coming right into the face of some 20 year old snot that thought he was better than me... a grocery store manager no less. It's only further escalated from there. Many, Many people have tried to reign me in. Keep me locked up with a muzzle and collar. Tell me where to go, what to say, what to do...well I'm tired of that bullshit drama. I will not be kept on mute any longer....so if you thought I was bad before, buddy you ain't seen nothing yet. And for the record, before anybody calls me a bitch just know that I've known this for a long time so you ain't telling me anything new. I deliberately used a muzzle and collar reference because of that.

I give the bag one last heavy kick and the bag swings so heavily that it pulls on the ceiling and it comes down. Drywall dust fills the air and Bowers and the cameraman start coughing. Once the air clears I look up at the destruction that I've caused and smile widely.

The owner of the gym comes rushing over, looking flustered and upset. He looks at me flabbergasted.

Owner: You did this? You?

I sigh. Here was a perfect example of underestimation.

Bliss: That's right. Must be shitty plaster work right? Because there's no way a little girl like me could make that thing swing so hard that it busts right through the ceiling right? Well I have witnesses here that can show that I did do this and if you're going to whine about it forward me the bill to fix it. I don't' really care. I've made my point.

I start to walk away. Bowers and the cameraman follow behind me.

Bowers: Bliss...aren't you going to give us any closing statements...you know about the match and about Road to Glory?

I stop, smile before turning.

Bliss: All anybody needs to know is that, that bag that I just smashed...well that's just a small representation of what I plan to do now that the cage is broken wide open. This bitch is completely loose and has no remorse. I don't care what it takes or who I have to mow down in the process....I will stay sin city champ in two weeks, I will win with Drake as my partner this week. No obstacle is too big for me....and lets just say that Roxi Johnson and Ash Soulsfate are tiny obstacles to me once my mind is made up. Here's your warning guys...consider yourself served and put on notice cuz the original Goddess, well she's ready to take her rightful place.

I walk away to hear Bowers muttering to himself

Bowers: Rightful place? What the hell does that mean?

I'd made some decisions today. Some would call me crazy...some would say I was a freaking psychopath and you know what, that's fine. Let them be scared. Let them be terrified. I liked it better that way. I knew where the power was and I was tired of just looking at it.

I wanted to feel it and after RTG everyone would know just how I intended to do it.

ACHIEVEMENTS:

Sin City Champion (x2)
North American Champion (x1)
Wrestler of the Month - September