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ROLEPLAY TITLE: 

'Kandi' Crush

MATCH: 

Singles Match vs. Kandi Washington

EVENT: 

TNT

DATE: 

January 26, 2013

 
~*~ Thursday, January 24 - Billings, Montana Metrapark arena ~*~

I hesitate. it would be so easy to stomp his head... take out my rage and anger on him right there but Lucy's words are still fresh in my mind.

"Don't let him have that much control over you"

I saw him look up at me.. daring me... egging me on. I stopped. The blowing of the kiss was simply a lack of good common sense.

Back in my dressing room I stared at myself in the mirror for a long time. I was starting to feel sorry for him. Lexi had told me that inside he was just a little boy that needed a good woman and unfortunately she wasn't strong enough to be that woman for him. Did that mean I was strong enough?

Could I take on the responsibility of taking care of Drake Hunter?

The thought was absolutely ridiculous. He was just messing with me because he liked seeing me squirm and no matter how much I denied it, he saw right through it.

He thought I pandered to the crowds when in actuality I could care less if they booed or cheered. I was here to win titles.

My speech when I had returned had been mostly written by some pencil dicks in corporate. I'd memorized it. Forced to parrot out their words. I'd taken the liberty of adlibbing once the cowardly mouth piece arrived.

I hated that I was starting to see the message Drake was trying to send but it made sense. This shouldn't be about merchandise or how many candy bars we sell it should be about our skills as wrestlers.

I went back to the hotel in Montana but I couldn't sleep so I decided to go home early. It was nearly 5am when I pulled into a motel 6 somewhere in Utah for an $89.99 nap.

My dreams had been haunted by Hunter nearly every night and it was starting to grate my nerves raw. I wondered what would happen if I admitted the attraction. Would he stop?

Probably not.

Before falling asleep I checked the site for next weeks card. A slow smile spreading across my face. Oh this was going to be fun. I was facing the whore who called herself a Queen.


~*~ Friday, January 25 - Las Vegas, NV - somewhere on the strip - 4:35 PM ~*~

The blonde looks up at me expectantly as I come out of the dressing room. She puts the gossip mag on the bench beside her, still open to her page

Bliss: What do you think?

She looks at me a minute... asks me to turn and then shakes her head no.

Roxxanne Pain: It says "I'm easy"

I sigh and go back in the change room and take off the dress, leaving it with the dozen other dresses Rox had said weren't good enough.

I put my shorts and t-shirt back on before coming out. She shoves the magazine, none to careful, into her large animal print bag and we head for the door. The sales people seem relieved at our departure. Some people assumed lots of tats meant u were a biker chick or something.

Bliss: I guess I can wear something I already have...

Rox: Sure... I mean you have a great wardrobe. How long you been seeing him anyway?

Bliss: 2 weeks... We haven't made anything official.

Rox: Did you sleep with him yet?

I shake my head.

Bliss: No.

And then Drake comes to my mind again. Damn him.

Rox: Why not? Is there something wrong with him?

Bliss: I don't know.

She offers a slight smile.

Rox: Well, if it's Drake Hunter your thinking about don't...you're only setting yourself up. Besides...That loser has a hard time fighting his way out of a wet paper bag. Tony should have won the rumble.

Bliss: No... I should have won the rumble.

Roxanne gives a grimace.

Rox: Forgot you were in it

She tries to hide a sheepish smile. I roll my eyes at her.

Bliss: No you didn't but there's nothing wrong with siding with your husband.

We stop at starbucks. She gets some super skinny latte.... me? Black coffee... I know its not fancy but god I needed the caffeine. Not only had I just driven 4 hours straight from Salt lake City where I'd stopped for a few hours, but Drake was keeping me up all night with his taunts... and the dreams....

We find a free table and she sets the coffee down to stare at me.

Rox: I know we haven't really had much to do with each other since Tony and I came here but can I be frank?

Bliss: Sure but I'm going to stay Bliss...

She rolls her eyes

Rox: Smart ass. Thought I got enough of that at home. No.. what's really going on with Hunter? Honestly?

I look at her. Nothing was going on. Sometimes I had these weird fantasies but that didn't mean I actually wanted him.... did it?

God I hoped not

Bliss: He's obsessed with me for some reason. Wants to 'show me the light' or whatever. Doesn't matter what I do he doesn't believe anything I say. I'm not going after him. I don't want him. In fact I wouldn't be disappointed if he stopped knowing I exist

Would I?

She shakes her head.

Rox: You know... everyone sees it but you and him. That's why people groan when you two start your twitter wars. Why not just seduce him and get it out of your system?

Would one night with him make things stop? No... I had a feeling this went way beyond just wanting to fuck me

Bliss: If it were that simply don't you think I would of acted on it. I mean, to me the guy is so hot and I have abso-fucking-lutely no idea why. Besides he doesn't actually want that. He's a sick man with a sick sense of humour and enjoys seeing me uncomfortable. That's what this is really about. I'm not all that great about hiding my emotions...

Rox: I noticed

I give her a look of annoyance.

Bliss: I'm so used to using my anger to hide things and without it, well... I really don't know how to act. It makes me so mad to think the only guy I've ever really been fully comfortable with, all along, was some nut bar.

I start fingering the scar again. Roxxanne notices

Rox: What's so bad about getting angry anyway... I mean I kind of liked that about you. That you didn't hold back, that you didn't give a shit about what other people thought about you. Who cares what anybody thinks now...

Bliss: It was part of my recovery agreement with the Hales. They seemed to think my anger would not make me a good champion.

Rox smirks

Roxxanne: Every god damn wrestler in this fed has some kind of issue. From what I've seen Kahlan... your anger has become a part of who you are. Its like you amputated your arm or something lately. This Lucy, she seems like a real buzz kill.

Lucy could be a bit of a downer at times but she was my friend and I couldn't disappoint her

Bliss: I don't expect anyone to understand.

Rox: No one understands it.. No one knows why the hell you'd agree to that corporate garbage anyway. They cant really make you do that can they?. Just tell them to go to hell or something.

Bliss: I did it for me too. I mean I ended up giving myself 5 stitches... its not healthy...

Rox shakes her head.

Rox: We're wrestlers darling. We're far from being normal or having healthy relationships. All we know is dysfunctional and I know that best of all. You wanna know what I think?

Bliss: Sure, why not? Even if I said no you would tell me anyway

She rolls her eyes at me

Rox: Give up the therapy. Give up this psycho babble bullshit and best of all give up that woman...she's holding you back. I think even your enemies miss the hot head

I couldn't let go though. There was too much of a risk that I might do something I would regret later

Roxxanne and I seemed to hit it off fairly well and TJ was grateful for a quiet hotel room for an afternoon. Now that the rumble was over he wasn't a rival anymore.. he was just Roxy's husband. We agreed that we could keep ring stuff in the ring. Something Mr. hunter couldn't do.

I'd managed to not even think about my upcoming match with the confectionary queen while Roxxy and I had been out and thinking about it now made my blood boil.

Kandi thought she could waltz in here in those knock off jimmy choos and put all the divas on notice? She had it all wrong. This was my company and I worked my ass of to get to second best. There was no way I was going to allow this acidyne bi-otch to steal my limelight. I could give two fucking shits if she owned some strip joint or that she's so fucking stupid she can't think of a comeback better than 'whore" or 'slut'.

Or even that she runs her little twat mouth so much that she needs to surround herself with frick and frack to protect her. I may have been guarded by my brothers growing up but I didn't choose that. She actually chose two washed up piece of shits to guard her skinny ass cuz she's incapable of doing anything herself.

She claims to be this big bad bitch in the ring but yet she couldn't even stomach getting in the rumble... What? Did you think you'd break a nail? Ooohhh poor baby! Ah shove it up your ass... I'm sure that's not the only thing going in and out if it.

I smirk as I get in my car, leaving the hotel parking lot after a nice dinner that TJ insisted on paying for.

This would be great. Nothing relaxed me more than rearranging the face of a cum faced cunt.


~*~ Friday, January 24 - Las Vegas, NV - 8:25 PM ~*~

I look at the time on my phone and sigh. He wasn't coming. He'd forgotten about me. With a sigh I walk away from the theatre to my car. Of course I'd tried calling him and gotten his answering machine but I'm not the type to call a million times. If he was a no show then he wasn't worth my time and it was sad too because I'd really liked him. He'd been the physio therapist to help me get the control and strength back in my knee after the injury.

He'd also been sweet... and charming. Now I wondered if something bad had happened and I was just being a bitch.

Pulling up to a stop light I just happen to look over at a noisy sports bar. The street lights are already on and the strip is lit up.

There's Brandon, sitting at the table. He's laughing, joking having a good time. That wouldn't have been too bad I guess. Maybe he lost track of time after he had dinner but it was the skinny brunette draping herself all over him. Again I thought, maybe she was just flirting like some skanks do but he turns, and kisses her. My blood begins to boil and I pull out, making several cars honk. Parking in a side street I'm practically running in 7 inch heels.

This would be one of those 'black out moments' cuz next think I know, I'm on top of the girl and I'm slapping the hell out of her. She's fighting back pretty good cuz I can feel my arm bleeding. Then I'm being pulled off her and Brandon is looking from me to her with a shocked expression on his face.

Brandon: What the hell was that Kahlan?

I push the guy that had me away and sneer at him.

Bliss: What the hell Brandon? Did you forget we had a date tonight or did that slut distract you?

Brandon: Shit... I... forgot... I'm so sorry.... Let me make it up to you.

Bliss: Don't bother. I don't like a guy that can't keep his eyes on only one girl at a time. I got burned that way before.

Only I was the other woman instead of the other way around. Guess I deserved this.

Brandon: Wait... come on...

He's starting to follow me. The little skank backs away from me, a scared look on her face. Scared was good, it usually meant that they wouldn't try and press charges...like I needed that right now

Brandon: Kahlan...You never said we were exclusive.

I stop. I turn slowly, a fake smile on my face.

Bliss: What do you take me for Brandon? Although you probably heard rumours that I was a slut.. or that I was easy but I'm not any of those things. I don't have time for men that want to just walk all over me.

He's still standing there watching me as I pull away. So much for that.

You didn't really want him anyway

Shut up.

That other side of me kept creeping up. Easier and easier and I was starting to feel like a mental patient. How can a person go around telling people that she's named her Anger?

Come on... admit it... you miss me. It was so much easier when you could just release me. Remember how I used to help you win matches... win gold...

What the fuck!?!

Yup. I was going certifiable. I was turning into Drake Hunter with his little voices.

I pulled into my building's parking lot. Feeling angry, confused, and most of all tired. Tired of fighting what was probably my true nature. Tired of trying to convince Drake Hunter, of all people, that what I did to come back was a sacrifice that I felt needed to be made. I had to get rid of the anger. I had to become fully Kahlan in order to be 'fan friendly'. I hadn't realized that my contract had an injury clause that would allow corporate to 'make changes' to my persona. Maybe Roxxy had been right. Maybe I did just need to tell them to shove it after all. Maybe my anger did need to be released and knew exactly what I could do to satiate it, even if it was only temporary.


~*~ Saturday, January 25 - Las Vegas, NV - Unknown Location ~*~

The scene opens up in a darkened room except for a chair that has a dimmed spot light on it. In the chair is a figure, leaning forward with their elbows on their knees, hands clasped in front of them, with a dark hoodie over their head. Their identity is unknown until she speaks.

Bliss: In my days in the wrestling world, I've been called many things. A whore, a slut, a spoiled rich kid even been referred to as 'someone's sister' instead of what I truly am. And that's a champion. I've always been a champion even before I stepped foot in a ring. Gymnastics, Cheerleading, Soccer, even grades in school.

She shifts a little, showing her left hand where a tattoo of a Star with a vine is seen.

Bliss: I'll tell you what I'm not. I'm not to be trifled with. I'm not a push over. I'm not to be taken lightly. Going to battle with me can bring about serious consequences. In the past I've let things like anger, jealousy, emotions rule my actions. I've gone into battle with out a real plan and I've been pushed down in the mud and stomped on. Now it's time for me to put mud in the eyes of other people.

She leans back in the chair, the light catches a bit of her face, showing her lips and chin in the dimmed light, the audience can now see her lips moving as she speaks.

Bliss: I take every single match I go into seriously, even if the person I'm facing is a joke. 'Kandi' Washington is one such match. This woman, came in with guns blaring. Claiming to be the queen of MPW, bringing with her a group of cave men and money sucking media. Let me be the first to un-welcome you, your majesty...

The last comment is dripping with sarcasm. Her lips curl into a smile that can only be described as evil.

Bliss: So many people have come and gone from this company. All claiming to be the 'next big thing' or the show stopper. Heck one even took a bath in blood to see what kind of rise it would get out of me. Unfortunately these kinds of people, they learn that fearing the Goddess is a wise decision. If you know anything about Greek mythology, a goddess was a woman that was born from other gods. Having beauty and strength. The ability to do something magnificent with that power and bring happiness to her people, and best of all, people feared them. Well honey, I really don't give a shit about my 'people' but I will do something truly spectacular and you know what that is... yes you guessed it, I'm going to show you just why you should be running scared. I didn't just 'blow' my way to the top. I earned it. I fought those bottom feeding, blood sucking maggots to get this shot. I stepped on whoever I had to.

She shifts and brings one foot up to the chair seat and rests her arm around her knee, her lips still visible.

Bliss: I came back getting fan approval. They didn't remember who I used to be. They didn't remember how I did whatever I had to, including cheating to get to the top. All they cared about was the little blonde with the hot head and the fabulous booty who was coming back after some slut on a power trip took her out for 6 weeks. They don't remember the people I turned my back on. The lives I'd helped to destroy. And that... is truly disgusting.

Bliss: I'm tired of pandering to the millions of mindless drones watching every week. I don't want to be given cheers or have dolls made up to look like me. I'm not anybody's puppet any longer. I am the Sin City Champion and this belt...

She reaches behind her and pulls it off the back of the chair. The light catches off the platinum colour on the face of it, also catching Bliss' name engraved on the front. She looks down at it, a smile curving her lips.

Bliss: This belt is mine and no one is going to be able to take that away from me. Not again. So now... more about you Miss 'Dominant Female'. You call yourself the first lady of MPW...well I may be Canadian but I do know that in order to be 'First lady' you have to be married to the president....so that being said... Where is your president? Well technically speaking there are two men in this federation that could be considered that depending on your outlook. There's Ash Soulsfate, newly crowned World Heavy weight champion and then there's are intern General Manager, Johnny Clash. And I was pretty sure that both of them are married or pretty much married.

She pulls out a piece of paper from the front pocket of the hoodie.

Bliss: But I want to help you out... call it a friendly gesture on my part. I was really trying to think of a few new nicknames for you since obviously the ones you have listed on there don't really apply here. So here we go:

She clears her throat, making it seem as though she really had thought long and hard about the choices.

Bliss: Well we've got, Miss Donkey face. I like that one personally. It really provides us all with a great insight to not only your personality but your looks as well. There's also, Miss Stuffs-Her-Bra. That might work you know but if you ever decided to remove those socks from your chest we'd have a problem. Let's see next is.... right... then there's Miss Living off Daddy's Money. That's more realistic I think. See I can relate a little to this only to the fact that people also were convinced that I was some spoiled rich kid because my Dad was a former Olympic Wrestler....but truth be told, not only did my Dad wisely invest his money, we had to earn every single penny he gave us and we didn't live in some mansion. It's obvious with how you walk around this place with your nose all high in the air that you think that having money makes you superior. Sorry that shit don't fly with anybody in these parts. As much as I don't want to admit it, everybody in this fed has earned their pay checks week to week, not been given some handout on a silver platter like some handbag toy Chihuahua. So here's some advice Paris Hilton.... You actually need real wrestling skills to make it here, not some other behind the scenes work that's been previously made famous by Jenna Jamison, funnily enough... you bare a striking resemblance.

She is still smiling slightly and she folds the paper and puts it back in her pocket.

Bliss: So next as part of my un-welcome agenda, lets address this entourage of yours. You choose to walk around here with a group of your own staff including two 'bodyguards'

She lifts her hands to use the quote fingers.

Bliss: A personal Lawyer, an assistant and your own interviewer. hmmm, Interesting. Now tell me, why would someone who claims to be this all powerful female wrestler need 2 bodyguards, a lawyer, a interviewer and an assistant... wow this sounds like a priest, a rabbi and a monk walk into a bar joke. Could it be because your not able to fight your own battles? Do you get that she-male to come down and finish your jobs for you while the ref is conveniently admiring your little tart of a reporter friend? or do you play coy with the ref, distracting him yourself while one of your cronies takes a few illegal shots with a chair or sledgehammer?

She shakes her head, the smirk still there.

Bliss: Don't' act so surprised that I know these little tricks. You don't think I know all about dirty shots and surprise attacks? Not only have I done them sweetheart, I wrote the fucking book. I've been exposed to this business since birth...remember... Olympic medallist as a father... yeah.... I have a feeling that someone one bright day saw you shake your flat ass around and told you that you could wrestle. Went straight to that big empty blonde bubble inside your head doubling as your brain. Your bio says that you've been doing this 12 years. Wow...

Bliss mock claps and shakes her head.

Bliss: Bravo. So if I take a further look, your birthday makes you... oh.. 32. hmmm. You know I knew someone else that was 32 and still wrestling... yeah he retired 2 weeks ago. I don't care if your here 30 years or 15 minutes...I still know that I'll be able to have you screaming for mercy before the bell even has a chance to finish echoing in the ears of all the pathetic losers in the crowd. You know if you were really looking for a good match to retire with. I assure you, I'll give you a great match but it won't be you walking away after. In fact I wouldn't blame you for no-showing. There's no shame in admitting that someone is better than you are.

She smiles another creepy smile.

Bliss: Now to touch back on these groupies of yours. You've got Ice. Really? She looks like She-hulk and she calls herself Ice? She claims that she's an Ice queen. Okay... have you ever seen or read the story about the ice queen? She was supposed to be this beautiful woman who made a bad wish... well... I know what your wish was... not be a woman maybe? or how about not having any skills as a wrestler. You'd probably do a really good job impersonating a man though...since she is one. then we have Drake Knight. Knight... like some guy dressed in armour that rides in on a white horse to save a princess. Laughable. You know what? Maybe he is your knight... you know how he can save you this time? By making sure you don't come out to the ring...because your about to be subjected to the full treatment that the Goddess can subject to her victims.

Bliss puts her knee down and turns to face the camera completely. Her whole face visible, including eye make-up, darker than any she's ever worn before.

Bliss: It's really Ironic that you call two of your moves 'face full of stuff' and 'facial'. I figure it must be because those are two things you experience quite often... go with what you know right? I mean my moves are called redemption is at hand and divine punishment...so you know...

Bliss pulls down the hood, showing that she's pulled her blonde and brown highlighted hair into a pony tail.

Bliss: I had the chance to catch a couple of your past matches via the web and I must say.... not really that impressed....so if that's what 12 years has done for you, I can only imagine how bad you were when you started.

She twists her face into a grimace.

Bliss: I can't help but feel bad for you...you know being lied to for that long... I'm sorry I have to be the one to break the news to you...wait... no I'm not.

She laughs.

Bliss: And what's with the Candy canes? Is that supposed to be a play on your name? And once you put them in your bra, how do you find them again with all that stuffing? It boggles the mind!

The smile is still spread across her face, her eyes lighting the fact that she's lost most of the 'goodness' forced into her during her debut.

Bliss: I could go on and on. I could fill hours of video tape with every little detail of why you are not good enough for MPW and better yet, why your not good enough to face me. Let me just get to the point here. I will win on Thursday. I will make sure that you have a hard time getting up when I put you down. Bitches are only good for two things. Fetching my slippers and breeding. You're not good enough for either.

She moves a little closer to the camera.

Bliss: TNT this week there will be a crushing of spirits, of dreams, hopes, ideals... best of all will be the crushing of you, Kandi. I'm what dreams are made of but in this instance I will be your worst nightmare.

The lights fade out and the scene goes dark

ACHIEVEMENTS:

Sin City Champion (x2)
North American Champion (x1)
Wrestler of the Month - September